Insensitive

Some ppl are too sensitive, but there are others who are totally opposite. This person whom I'm gonna talk abt is just ________!!! Let's just call this person: Person A.

I seriously wonder what's the problem with this person. Has been a cold blanket for who knows how many times since the release of results. As a friend, instead of encouraging, u start dissuade ppl by criticising the school other ppl choose. And worse still, u speak of ur sch like as though it is some kind of heaven. WOW!! if it suits u, by all means go and pray that u enter, but stop psychoing me to enter a sch with u inside, because my answer is NO.

Let's just say you're speaking the truth, that the sch I'm choosing is totally rubbish. So why do u only start telling me all this AFTER the jae submission?? Trying to make me regret my choices?? No way! I think you are just jealous, plain jealous, or maybe to the extent of 'kiasu'. No matter how I try to put it nicely to u, u keep finding lots of ways to dissuade me. Lik I will believe your rubbish, MR KNOW IT ALL!! Or rather MR PRETEND to KNOW IT ALL.

But still, I wld have to thank you. The more u try to dissuade me, the more I'm motivated to tell the good news if i enter the sch i chose. Hope it shuts your mouth by then.

"Being a friend doesn't mean you can intervene in my life or question my choices" -Seems lik I'm agreeing much more with this made-up quote by yours truly............

Patience

Waited 6 freaking long hours for a haircut!!!! First time ever.

Conclusion: I am a VERY patient person. =)

Still collecting, hope it's a good surprise. But the atmosphere may not fit. Hmmm......

Random

FINALLY back to blogging!!

One reason for not blogging (or rather not being able to blog) is that I've lost the password to my account. But obviously I've managed to enter my account;D;D

Had an eventful holiday after the much hated 'O' Levels.... less than one month to the release of the results!! Feeling even more nervous especially after witnessing the release of the N Lvl results. Hmm.... hope the results for our batch will be not bad. Hopefully can get XM back to band 1;D;D

May be going to Fort Canning Park one day to look for these seeds:

These are very rare in Singapore. So will be a challenge to find the trees that bear them, and even more difficult to collect them.

Long awaited

Been quite 'some time' since i last updated my blog. The break period was before mye to after prelims, was really quite some time ago. Hoped prelim results won't be disappointing, cus somehow it sld be a gauge for 'O' levels..........

Went to visit my pri school tcher on the 31st of August. Ended up waiting hours for my friend and missed the 'visiting time'. Thus had to make another trip on Fri. Ended up waiting as well, but not as long as on Tue, and managed to meet my p6 form teacher. Alright Ms Tan, I will consider taking H2 Chinese if i ever were to enter a JC;D

Completed the Chemistry homework and two math papers during the first few days of sep hols. But somehow I still feel that there's much more left undone......... other sch's geog prelim papers, geog tys, geog black colour booklet, hist and ss revision, and many more. Hmmm....

Thinking of going for a swim during the hols. Haven't been to the pool ever since I went with my bro to one swimming complex in sengkang many months back. Miss swimming but definitely not the smell (or taste) of the water!!:[

Shall update this blog agn probably after 'O' Levels;D;D All the best to all graduating students!!!

Foreboding atmosphere.......something seems to have gone wrong somewhere, somehow. I need some explanation.

Mugging; Mugged

Hao Jie says I'm a chiongster;

Fabian says I'm a mugger and a __________.

Some others say I'm kiasu.

But think it's perfectly alright. Hmm.... nothing wrong with that. It's the 'O' Level year. Either I strive to do well or regret after that. Of course my choice is obvious. (It's the first one if it doesn't seem obvious to you. lol!!) Now that much load has been taken off me, there is no reason for me not to put in my 100% effort in studying, mugging, etc, you name it.

Had all my revision dates and things to revise planned out like 1 month ago. Meant for term 2, but I think I will save it for after MYE. Will be chionging at super high speed after mid years......

In MYE mood now, so don't talk to me about anything else!!!! except SJAB;D and some other stuff;D

GOH 2010

Today was SJAB Promotion Parade, which marks the end of 4 years (a bit less than that) of hard work, joy, laughter, tears etc. Will REALLY, REALLY miss my squadmates after stepping down. The happy times we had together, and even the sad times we had together, which I felt bonded us together even more. Will miss the nicknames we gave each other, etc. Hahs!!;D;D

So GOH 2010, will you all promise me to come back after you graduate?? I will definitely be back, I promise, so I really hope to see yr faces!!

Anyway, Sec 4 squad 2010 ROCKS! Think they're simply fantastic!! Can't think of any more words to describe them. Also, I am really grateful to my squadmates for being there for me always!!! To wait for me after activity, to meet me early in the morning before Flag Day, to stay back during meetings to hear me crap, and so on. I'm really thankful!;D

Passion Fruit rocks!

Meaningful Encouragement

I felt that whatever Mr Lee (my maths teacher) said today was extremely meaningful. At least that was what I think it is. He said that when we feel like we have no energy to study or do stuff which we think we should do (e.g. homework), we sld have the self-discipline to push ourselves to do it even though our mind may not follow our will. This is what he calls "training the mind".

Also, he adds on to say that sometimes when our mind tells us that we are not in the mood to study, we will tend to slack, and thereafter start to do other meaningless stuff. He says that that shows that we are actually not very tired to the extent that we can't do anything, as we are doing meaningless stuff when we could actually devote our precious time to study for the upcoming examinations. He said that graduating classes should have that spirit!

Seriously, that was exactly what I felt this few days. Sometimes after I have come home from CCA sessions or other school events, I will just sit on the sofa and stare into space. I will just tell myself that I will complete my homework tomorrow, and the tomorrow will never come.

Somehow it seems like Mr Lee's "psychological" talk came just at the right time, at least for myself, and I hope many others also. His talk certainly helped to pull me back onto the track again. From now on, I shall follow the track, and strive towards my goal at the end of the track!!

'O' LEVELS, HERE I COME!!!

Thanks Mr Lee;D